Sleepy

It's 1.43 am.
And I'm still awake.
My drowsy medicines not working.
Hmmph...
But then, based on me medical history, I will only feel the effects during the day.
Which is why I do not eat medicines.

Ear is still pulsating.
I feel high.
Maybe it's time to sleep and continue working in office.
Good night world.

Bex

Audit

I've been seconded to audit!
Yikes!
For a month.
Starting tomorrow.
My nightmare is about to start.

Woke up with a headache.
Wanted to take MC.
But figured, i have things to do.
I can't open my eyes.
It hurts.
My head is killing me.
Ouch!

New pup

The Chan family has a new pup.
2 months old male.
Can hardly walk properly.
Drag his hind legs when he walks.
Cute.
Mouth opened wide as if laughing when i tickle him.
Blackish-greyish.
A shih tzu mixed with terrier i think,
Bobby we call him.
I need to toilet train him.
And that's the hardest part.
Especially when I have 2 lousy siblings who can't handle animals.
And yet THEY are the ones who buy would go bring the dogS back!
It's frustrating.
They teach bad manners.
And then expect me to do a miracle.
I'm frustrated.
Can't wait to get home to train him again.
Sigh..

Vanity

I've put on 2-3 kgs.
It's depressing.
When i look in the mirror, all i see is big fat thighs!
Large arms.
Round face.

"Go to the gym!" I've been saying that for some time.
I will... in April. =p

Complaining without action is being a pest.

other than this self-conscious issue,
I'm still very much alive.
Busy with church, work, and Solomon.
Haha...

I think i need friends.

If you are still dropping by into this DEAD site, you are indeed a good friend.
Or maybe you are like me.. no life!

bex

bah!

Yes i know I have been missing for some time.
2 weeks or so in fact.
I can't get my life into rhythm.
Or perhaps this is not the rhythm that I want.
Wake up - wash up - drive - work - drive - home - wash up - sleep.
Routine. Monotonous.
I tell my friends "I have no life".
And it's true.
In college, I was busy studying.
Push. Push. Push.
No late night mamaks.
No karaoke sessions.
No hanging out.
Life consisted of lectures, tutoials, library and my cosy little hostel room.
Thought it would change after finishing exams.
But no.
Still pretty much the same.
Routine. Monotonous.
No mamaks cos too tired and everyone is too busy anyways.
No hanging out cos I've got other commitments and responsibilities.
So, yes, I guess by the world's standard, I don't have a life.
Then again.
Who am I to complain?
It's my choice.
I don't really feel at lost to be honest.
Satisfaction in different forms.
I just feel a little out of the world.
Perhaps less rambling now.
I'm not making any sense.
Bah!