Just a little, Lord!

Dear Lord,

Good morning.
If it's not too much to ask, please sustain me today.
Give me the strength I need to work.
Give me the alertness to focus and not make mistakes,
All I need is just a little of your grace Lord and it will be more than sufficient for me.
Please do not let my ear go 'dut-dut... dut-dut...'
Please also take the pain away from my left foot cos it really hurts and I can't work.
Thanks Lord.
Hope you're not too busy.

Your child,
Rebecca

*dut dut dut*

Ear still pulsating.
Headache.
Nauseous.
Help!!!!!

bex

Needs and wants

I want so many things.
One of them is to travel and start MY own life.
But to be honest, I think I don't have the guts.
I want to go out.
Gain from the forex.
But I can't.
Who will continue the work here if everyone leaves?
It's not my work but His.
I'm at His disposal.
Maybe i'm not needed.
If that's the case, why am I so reluctant to go?
It's hard.
The mind wants something but the hearts wants something else.
Fear i think.

I miss Norfolk park and the smell of the grass.

Goodnight

For the final time...
Good night!

bex

Vascular Tinnitus

Pulsatile Tinnitus
Sometimes a tinnitus noise beats in time with your pulse. This is called pulsatile or vascular tinnitus. Approximately 3% of tinnitus patients experience this kind of tinnitus; people with pulsatile tinnitus typically hear a rhythmic pulsing, often in time with a heartbeat. The most common cause of pulsatile tinnitus is arterial turbulence, a noisy blood flow caused by plaques or kinks in the arteries in the head or neck. It can be made worse if there is also hypertension. Many forms of pulsatile tinnitus are treatable.

Here is a list of the possible causes of pulsatile tinnitus:

• Arteriovenous malformations (AVMs.) AVMs are abnormal collections of arteries and veins that sometimes occur within the cranial cavity near the auditory nerve. AVM pulsation against the auditory nerve stimulates the nerve, resulting in a pulsating tinnitus.
• Carotid artery-cavernous sinus fistula. This is an abnormal connection between a very large artery and a very large venous pool within the cranial cavity. It is usually the result of severe head trauma. Treatment is nonsurgical, requiring the services of a radiologist.
• Chronic inflammation and/or infection of the middle ear. Chronic inflammation is almost always accompanied by increased blood flow to the inflamed tissue; since this tissue is in the ear, some people are able to hear the increase in blood flow.
• Middle ear fluid. The middle ear is normally an air-filled space. If, due to infection, inflammation or eustachian tube dysfunction, fluid accumulates behind the middle ear then pulsating tinnitus may result.
• Vascular tumors in the middle ear. These are most commonly referred to as glomus tumors or paragangliomas. They are benign but can be troublesome and surgery is required for correction of this problem.
• Venous hum. Patients who are pregnant, anemic, or have thyroid problems may develop increased blood flow through the largest vein in the neck, the jugular vein. The jugular vein carries blood from the brain back to the heart; in so doing, it traverses the middle ear. Turbulent blood flow anywhere in the course of the jugular vein can be heard in the middle ear as a "hum" which may or may not fluctuate with the pulse. Correction or resolution of the underlying problem often results in improvement.

The good news...
Many patients recover spontaneously - with or without treatment - during the first 6 months of suffering.

So..wait wait wait..

Bex