bah!

Yes i know I have been missing for some time.
2 weeks or so in fact.
I can't get my life into rhythm.
Or perhaps this is not the rhythm that I want.
Wake up - wash up - drive - work - drive - home - wash up - sleep.
Routine. Monotonous.
I tell my friends "I have no life".
And it's true.
In college, I was busy studying.
Push. Push. Push.
No late night mamaks.
No karaoke sessions.
No hanging out.
Life consisted of lectures, tutoials, library and my cosy little hostel room.
Thought it would change after finishing exams.
But no.
Still pretty much the same.
Routine. Monotonous.
No mamaks cos too tired and everyone is too busy anyways.
No hanging out cos I've got other commitments and responsibilities.
So, yes, I guess by the world's standard, I don't have a life.
Then again.
Who am I to complain?
It's my choice.
I don't really feel at lost to be honest.
Satisfaction in different forms.
I just feel a little out of the world.
Perhaps less rambling now.
I'm not making any sense.
Bah!