Friday, January 16, 2009
Hurt
You did not trust me.
My motives you questioned.
I turned to you for support.
But you ridiculed me.
Making you the same as everyone else.
Is it wrong to dream?
Is it a crime to try to reach for the stars?
Even if I might probably fail.
You disappoint me.
I am hurt.
Work & Play
Reached One U parking at 7.20am this morning.
Brisk walked to One World, reaching at 7.35am.
Immediately started registering participants for tax seminar.
Busy till 9.30am.
Then surprise surprise!...
We were allowed to eat whatever buffet breakfast that was left.
Who cares.
The food was yummy!
Mamak fried mee.
Wholemeal tuna sandwiches.
Chocolate cake with some berries inside.
Cheese cake with strawberry topping.
Fruit tarts.
Fatteningly delicious!
With the tummies filled and times on our hands, what to do?
Pics of course!
Posing with the 148 certificates of attendace
Went back to office.
Then we were invited to join them for lunch.
I was expecting a simple buffet lunch.
But no…..
Lo and behold…
Chinese 7 course lunch!
WOO HOO!!
Get to save money…..
And eat a sumptuous meal!
Thank you Jesus!
Great food.
But only because of great company.
God has been good.
I am blessed with wonderful colleagues.
Oh, One World hall is sooooooooooooo beautiful!!!
Alas, it is all about $ $ $!
It’s a freaking RM 1488 per table for Chinese dinner!
Our lunch hall
Yikes!
Still... a dream wedding dinner it will be...
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Penang weekend
For the weekend, we drove up to Penang to visit Vikki.
We = Sue May, Solomon and Me.
It was a great weekend.
I’m exhausted now due to lack of sleep.
But it was all worth it.
Friday
We left Shah Alam at 8pm.
Stopped at McD along NKVE for a quick dinner.
Reached Penang at 12.15am.
Somehow, we were all wide awake.
Must be the excitement.
Driving at night was really peaceful and smooth.
Well… except when certain cars would drive past with crazy bright lights!
Blinding I tell you!
Reached Vikki’s apartment.
Dumped our bags.
Head out to Gurney Drive with Vikki and Tse Yong.
Had the famous rojak buah.
YUMMINESS!!!
They sprinkled some lime onto the thick juicy rojak sauce.
Came home.
Washed up.
2 am.
Attempted to sleep.
Cos Ms Vikki was busy interrogating me and Solomon.
This was the first time Solo and Vikki met.
So this means Solo has met the entire Hyperactive Chatterboxes girls.
Saturday
Left the apartment at 9.15am.
Vikki proceeded to force feed us until 3.00pm.
Breakfast – Glutinous rice.
Kek Lok Si temple. Cute turtles! Sue May and I bought the same shorts (It was cheap and nice!)
Asam Laksa.
Asam Laksa. Sweet and a tinge of spiciness.
Chee Cheong Fun.
Not the best one. It was moderate. I didn't take the pic of the good plate that i had later at night.
Yam Cake (smooth)
Yam cake (rough)
Rushed to Gurney Mall to buy Frisbee.
Cos I forgot to tell Solo to bring his Frisbee.
Went to ToysRus and cheated the store of Rm2.
We peeled of the price tag RM 14.75 to reveal RM 12.75 underneath.
Naughty Sue May and Vikki.
4.00pm.
Went to Batu Feringghi beach with all 17 of Vikki’s medical friends.
Hanging out with 17 soon-to-be doctors.
Quite an experience.
Realised that they are normal human beings after all.
Haha..
Sue May and Vikki waiting for the ropes to propel them into the sky.
Went paragliding and jet ski with Solomon.
A happy and satisfied Vikki and Sue May after landing on ground. Vikki was screaming "I'm going to die!" while landing cos she
couldn't pull the ropes hard enough for it to land. She was almost blown to the sea. Hillarious
FUN FUN FUN!
Us both at the beach. Somehow, we both wore the same England jersey.
My abdomen hurts.
But only RM 30 to fly in the sky and RM 20 to ride the waves.
All wet, happy and worn out after adventures of paragliding, jet skiing, frisbee and frolicking in the sun and sand.
8.30pm.
Dinner at Hong Kong.
Prawn Meehon-Mee + Grilled pari-pari + Oysters
11.30pm
Hot chocolate drink party with Vikki’s friends at her apartment.
Charades.
2.00am.
Sleep..
We were all knocked out.
Sunday
10.00 am left the apartment.
Dim Sum – Penang style. All self service.
Bought the Penang biscuits while listening to Tse Yong talk about how he just cannot work in the pediatrics department. Funny guy.
Cendol. Spent a whole hour talking about dogs.
Wantan Mee.
Home.
A very affordable holiday actually.
And I had so much fun!!
First time traveling with high school friends.
We were all so full but Vikki was just stuffing food down our throats!
I can just throw my dieting plan out the window!
Ouch… my abdomen hurts.
Not sure if its because of the parasailing…
Or the crazy super fast jet ski where I was laughing and screaming into Solomon’s ear at the same time while drinking the salty sea water and crying out cos the sea water was stinging my eyes.
Or because I was laughing too much for the entire 2 days!
But it was great fun!
Thanks Sue May, Vikki and Solo for a WONDERFUL weekend.
Love you guys!
Friday, January 9, 2009
Big 4 in the news...again!
And this time PwC is involved!
Yikes!
What’s with all the fraud cases?
So many new regulations have been introduced to govern the accounting realm.
There has even been courses and exams on professional ethics and corporate governance.
And yet man being man, being creative, can still go around the rules/guidelines.
The thing with fraud cases like this is that only a few people would benefit from it.
In most cases, only those in the higher management would gain personally.
The ones left to suffer are the employees who would have to be retrenched, possibly without any compensation as there is no money in the company in the first place!
Another party who would suffer would be the auditors.
Sometimes, I think that the auditors cannot be blamed.
Their job is to only give a true and fair opinion, not a 100% fool-proof conclusion.
Besides, the client can always hide or disguise things until they cannot be detected.
Still, it’s true that inexperience auditors/accountants would not be able to give a thoroughly professional opinion.
It’s not easy being an auditor.
I tried as an intern for 3 months at PwC.
It was hard work.
Every little thing must be taken into consideration.
The late nights.
The early mornings.
The rush.
Phew!
When Enron collapsed due to window dressing, Arthur Andersen was gobbled up by PwC.
And now, PwC is in the hot soup.
Hmm… there’s a pattern.
First it was Enron – Arthur Andersen.
Few months ago, Lehman Brothers – Deloitte.
Now Satyam – PwC.
The only Big Four not in the news yet is KPMG.
And I DO NOT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN!
Looks like, there will be more rules and guidelines in the accounting world.
This means more things to read and learn!
Bah!
You can read the article below.
Scandal shakes faith in accounting Big Four
(NST 9 January 2009)
An insider says PricewaterhouseCoopers was as shocked as anyone at the admission of years of financial deception at Satyam Computer Services.
A US$1 billion (RM3.53 billion) fraud at outsourcing firm Satyam Computer Services, dubbed "India's Enron", has shaken investor confidence in the world's Big Four accounting firms, which have expanded rapidly in Asia despite a general shortage of qualified accountants.
Ramalinga Raju, founder and chairman of India's fourth-biggest software services exporter, resigned on Wednesday saying profits were falsely inflated for years.
"This is shocking. I can't even let my thoughts go in the direction that there is another Satyam somewhere," said Shailesh Haribhakti, executive chairman of BDO Haribhakti, a consulting and management services firm based in Mumbai.
"I have very high respect for PricewaterhouseCoopers (PwC) who are their auditors, but it's incredible that such gross things existed and were not discovered," he said.
PwC said it was examining Raju's five-page resignation letter and declined further comment, though one insider said the accountant was as shocked as anyone at the admission of years of financial deception at Satyam.
PwC staff in Asia said they had received internal emails yesterday telling them not to discuss Satyam publicly.
"We are also shocked by the Satyam news and many of our colleagues and managers describe it as India's Enron, so you can imagine how big the impact will be to us," one PwC employee said on condition of anonymity.
PwC accelerated its Asia expansion in 2002 when it took over offices and staff from Arthur Andersen, which was auditor for Enron and once one of the "Big Five" global accounting firms, along with PwC, Ernst & Young Deloitte & Touche and KPMG.
Like its three big rivals, PwC has grown rapidly across Asia, particularly in China and India, recruiting thousands amid fierce competition for talent.Frank Lyn, PwC's Beijing-based China Markets Leader, said in November that a shortage of talent was the firm's top challenge in China.
It can take three to five years to groom a fresh graduate at a major firm like PwC to the level of senior associate, who can meet clients directly for accounting services.
But firms in busy markets have sometimes fast-tracked new hires in services that can be beyond their professional level.Sharmila Gopinath, research director at the Asian Corporate Governance Association in Hong Kong, said accounting firms face a lack of qualified people at all levels in Asia.
"Sometimes people, especially at the top, find themselves stretched at certain levels, especially when it comes to supervision of work," she said.
"While the Big Four work in places like India, China and Malaysia within the local context, they have a global standard which they must adhere to. Yet, the local rules can be vastly different and time-consuming to comply with," she added.
David Legg, managing director at Gerson Lehrman, a consulting firm specialising in private equity investments, said the Satyam case was a warning that investors should not rely exclusively on financial due diligence by accountants for deal-making decisions.
Gerson Lehrman says it provides "double-check" and in-depth research services for many private equity investors who also hire the Big Four for regular due diligence.
When markets turn bad and corporate frauds are more easily exposed, private equity firms like Blackstone and Carlyle seek additional channels to verify their investment portfolio or deal targets, Legg noted. - Reuters
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Morning news
I came to office and as usual, opened my inbox-es.
Outlook for company mails.
Hotmail for personal mails.
Gmail for formal mails.
Then I logged on to http://www.thestar.com.my/
And my heart broke.
What the Palestinian people crave for more than anything else is justice, for the law had failed them. – Reuters
Innocent blood shed.
I wonder how many people had to suffer on that street.
For now, I thank God that I’m God has placed me in Malaysia.
I thank God that He has given me a chance to live a normal, healthy, peaceful life.
I thank God I can sleep in peace every night without worrying if a missile would hit my home.
I thank God I have food, clothes, entertainment and fun.
I thank God for everything I have and who I am now.
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Jasmine, thanks for calling me yesterday.
Let’s see who will walk down the aisle first la.
I guess it’s a matter of which knight can ride the fastest huh? =p
And good to know that you are dancing again.
I’ve lost my motivation and passion la.
Want to go for lessons?
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Depressed
Reason : Accumulating fat around the tummy, thighs and butt
Effect : Conscious effort to refrain from puking and starving
Initiation : Reduction of food intake and increase of aerobic activities
Target : Looser wrist watch (my wrist watch is the first thing that indicates to me whether i've put on weight or not) and flat tummy
Dateline : 2 weeks
Reason for failure : Laziness and greed
Mood again : Loser. =...(
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Pestering family
Burden is on me cos I’m the one with the English degree and visa, the one with the professional qualification.
It’s not fair.
I don’t feel that I should go… not yet anyways.
I will only go when God says so.
If everyone leaves, who then will be His servants here?
Mom, aunty, sis, cousins
Nag nag nag...
This is my life!
Shouldn't I live it the way i want to?
They keep saying don't get married so fast.
"Go enjoy life while I am young. Why tie yourself down?"
But here they are putting restrictions on my life!
Contradicting themselves.
They are tying me down.
I can't even go out and hang with my friends in peace.
Can't even go to church and help out without being lectured.
I can't do what i want to do with my life without feeling obligated to do this and that.
IT's MY LIFE for goodness sake!
Get off my case!
At this time, I'm wishing so hard that my prince would come and take me away.
Like the fairy tales.
But guess what?
This is reality.
And there's no such thing as knight in shiny armour.
Cos mr knight can't take the girl without having money to get a horse.
In reality, money talks.
Without money, what can one do?
(Solomon, i'm not blamming you. I'm just stating the cruel truth)
Unfortunately, money does not grow on trees...
Bah!
Monday, January 5, 2009
Drawing near
James 4:8
Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded. (King James Bible)
Ps Steffen based his Sunday message on this verse.
Draw near to God and He will draw near to you.
Notice how the Bible says first we must draw near to God.
And then God WILL draw near to you.
It is a promise.
He is waiting.
Are we then willing to make that step?
Do we then have that desire?
Are we then prepared to take up the responsibility that comes along with having an intimate relationship with Him?
I have been struggling in this area.
I want so much to be close.
To be able to recognize His voice.
To be able to feel His tangible presence wherever I am.
Each time I tell myself to pray more, read more, study more.
Anything just to know Him more.
And yet, each and every time I fail.
It saddens me so.
I don’t know why it’s so hard.
Doesn’t the bible say “Draw near to Him,…”?
That is what I am trying to achieve!
I can’t seem to get close enough for Him to reach out to me.
It’s so frustrating.
But reading on the 2nd part of the verse, I got my answer.
Reading a commentary on James 4:8
Draw nigh to God, and he will draw night to you. If we wish God very near to us, we must seek to dwell very near to him. Only sin keeps us afar off.
Cleanse your hands. Of evil doing.
Purify your hearts. Of evil thoughts.
Cleanse and purify.
There are certain aspects in my life that needs to be thrown out.
There are things in my life that I need to stay away from.
There are parts of me that needs to be corrected.
Sin keeps us away.
Uncle Joshua prayed over me.
He prayed that I would have the discernment and strength to stay away from the things I need to stay away from.
I didn’t tell anyone of my struggle.
And yet, God being sovereign sent Uncle Joshua.
To remind me that I am still loved.
To remind me that God is a God of miracles and there will be many things in store for me in 2009.
To remind me that my efforts would not avail to much without the strength of God.
Actually, I can go on and on talking about this.
But I will stop here.
As a reminder of what God wants and His promises, I’ve set my wallpaper to this.
I want to draw near to God.
I want Him to draw near to me.
I want to delight Him.
Cos I know, I can’t do anything without Him.
Friday, January 2, 2009
New Year resolution
(I hope I can keep them!)
1. Consistent quiet time with God (I always give in to sleepiness)
2. Sign up and regularly attend ONE class i.e. dance, vocal, language, piano, violin etc.
3. Will only eat lunch at One U once a week. Rest of the days, I will eat at Tv3.
4. Save as much money as I can – no more buying things that looks cute or nice or cheap or may have use in the future when actually I don’t need them.
5. Memorise bible verses
6. Be nicer to Solomon and my family. I need to stop releasing my temper and frustration on these innocent people.
7. Exercise at least once a week, and eat less. I’m putting on weight. I feel like a buffalo.
Okla.
I think that is enough.
Now, if only I can keep them.
Sigh.
2009
I greet thee with open arms and a wide smile! =)
This year’s new year was special.
I finally got to spend it with Solomon… alone!
So, I got to give him a big bear hug!
Yay!
Actually, we were supposed to be in church for watchnight service.
But we had some logistic problems.
Solomon picked me up from One U after work to go for my mum’s birthday dinner in Klang.
I left Lisa at One U.
Dinner ended at 10pm.
We attempted to go back to One U to pick Lisa up.
Got stuck in the stretch in front of Sunway Pyramid for over and hour.
Turned back to my house instead.
We both needed to take a shower before going to church for the youth’s new year party.
By the time we reached my house, it was already 11.30.
When the clock struck 12, I just stepped out of the bathroom.
We looked at each other and realised that this is the first time we are ushering the new year alone.
And we had missed the enter watchnight service.
We laughed and there came the big-i-can’t-breath-please-let-me-go hug.
Not for long cos we had to rush to church for the party.
BOMB’s new year part started at 12.45am and ended at 4.00am.
It was good.
A great way to kick start our youth and to hype things up.
Reached home at 4.45am.
Joyce ran straight to her bed without changing.
Joshua immediately changed and jumped into bed.
Jeremy went to shower first.
Rebecca didn’t know what to do.
So Rebecca grabbed a novel and read till 6am.
And slept till 1.00pm the next day!
Woo hoo!
I’ve never spent my new year this way before.
Never stayed up till so late.
Actually, I’ve never spent my new year anywhere else but in church.
I’m not complaining.
What better way to welcome the new year than to be in His presence?
Lord, I pray that this year, I would grow more in You. Help me to love You more and to be obedient to Your word. For 2009, I ask that You would change me to be more like Jesus. Help me to be more patient and compassionate. Give me courage to do Your will and the strength to be Your child. Transform my mind Lord and help me to be a real Christian, instead of me trying to be a real Christian. I surrender 2009 to you Lord. I believe that it will be a good year because Your words says that “all things work out for good to those who love the Lord.” Amen!